Your cunning schemes shocked me once again, but it was just this last time your biggest surprise tethered me speechless and so faint I couldn't even move from where I stood in my bedroom. This wasn't supposed to happen at all. It was too soon to see you again anyway. Were you trying to kill me? My heart was going to burst I could barely breathe. But, of course, you were only very amused, that victorious grin playing in your lips, a calmness that only you can achieve. Despite the whirlpool that left me dazed the rest of the afternoon, this faithless heart longed for what was lost the moment you turned around and left again.
All the world loves a clown
- Kendii
- I'm an MA student on leave, a whiner, a great pretender, and your next best friend from hell. I write for oyster mushrooms, broccoli, oregano and chocolates, for dresses thrifted and otherwise, for sadistic tendencies and the little boys, for full moons of the last 5 years, for the downpour that never goes away, for stolen gazes and fragile hopes, for letters that will only be read once, and for the "us" that there never was.